This is the first "blog" I have posted in a long time. My friend Cameon said it makes her feel better... so I'm gonna give it a shot.
First off, today was a interesting day. Let's start two years ago. On December 6, 2008, a wonderful guy named Robert Davis came in my life.
We dated for 1 year and ALMOST 2 months. I loved that boy more then life itself. But, January 26, 2010 put an end to us. It hurt to say the least. Now, on December 6, 2010... it hurts more than ever. I cried today. A lot has changed since that day two years ago. I am not the same girl. Then, I was a very independent 10th grader with no one by my side and didn't need someone to be. Today, I'm an independent, yet somewhat hurt 18 year old ready to go to college and get on with my life.
With college, friends, jobs, and etc ahead of me, why do I look to the past? Why can't I truly move on and be happy? Because I put everything into he and I... and now that's no longer. I will forever have my friends, family and my hobbies to keep me busy, but at night, it's me and the memories...
Another thing....
Sorry Cameon, but I'm stealing the section where you tell people what your thankful for. :)
1. I'm thankful for Raven Newton, Niki King, Haley Pugh, and Mariah Green. They have showed me that as long as you have one good friend, everything will be ok. Don't listen to whatever rumor 99% of everyone believes. As long as you know the truth, all is good.
2. College soon. 'Nuff Said.
3. My stepmom Amyee. I feels she loves me more then 75% of my real family.
Obviously you know that I feel your pain today. At the same time though, I can't write about mine. I mean I can, but I can't. Which sucks.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you started this and I hope you will continue to. :) The next step is getting a design and everything which is a lot of fun to do.
I look forward to your future postings. :)
I love you girlie!